all i've ever wanted >>
Hey . You`ve stopped by to read my daily rants ; emotional moodswings & hungovers .
For the clueless , navigate with the arrow beside the title above.



» i`m hopelessly in love with you.. ♥

♥SHERRY,
3107`iswheniblowmycandles,
Single`butinlove,

i want to plant flowers ,

`so i can pull weeds .


I want to learn to put things on paper ,

so i can watch them burn .


- teach me about heartbreak ;;


youknowi`mahuayi-ian / MidnightRamblesss / AnotherDayOfSlack / future;loved&hatred. / Maaaaaaadness, / Overly Self Conscious, / ConfettiThrowing, /

ToTheVeryExtent / Wednesday, January 5, 2011 @ 5:22 AM
;

I really can't stand her manzxc . I thought I can finally leave my primary school WITH HER ALONG WITH IT . Why she come same school as me . What the fuck . && Apparently she "charms" everybody . No , She aint so pretty . I mean , there are OTHER who are far prettier , & those pretty dao your eye also sparkle till turn white . Worship her ? , Might as well worship my foot . I have five toes . Go figure .

We all hate that f e e l i n g in our chest ...
Everybody do , hate that feeling in our chest ; the indefinite , unexplainable feeling we all feel .
Nobody cares about that . Nobody does . Nobody will . Why the bother .
Why , do we still pursue that feeling , & feel used and lost .
Nobody likes that feeling , Nobody would ever want to go through it .
Inevitably , it will all come to us one day sooner , one day later .
---
You know , theres always a day , when we finally found and gathered the courage ,
to mouth the words with voice that we longed to say .
& as we expect an answer that will complete our wish , it doesn't .
It never does.
You feel like your heart has been broken into little tiny pieces,
you feel that your chest hurts, badly .
you can imagine yourself, sinking into depression .
& listening to sad songs will just make you cry ;;
&hearing his voice will make you remember the day you longed to forget ;;
& how foolish you were . &
the best thing is , the guy doesn't give a damn .
---
No , i grown stronger , i have become wiser .
I`m not that foolish girl you once knew .
I step on rain puddles & i curse your name .
You won't & never will fucking feel my pain .
I wish you the worst with hell & misery .
I want your heart to be smashed , broken into little pieces.
I want to make you feel how heartbreak is like .
So don't ever break someone`s heart ,
I don't forgive heartbreakers.
Layout by Gabby. Images from here and here. Inspired by tumblr.